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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

heyo people (: yes. its been i-don't-know-how-to-count days since i've blogged. but due to the sudden increase of people tagging my board, i've decided to blog so that i won't lose my fans. haha. =P

woohoo ! 4 more days to Christmas. i ain't getting anything from my mum. well she gave me 50 bucks a few days ago.. so yeah. thats my present from her. i'm such an angel. yes i know. =P i can't expect a new mp3 right ?! thats like... okae. nvm. haha.

HOHO. jollyn's bdae today. so.. happy birthday ! (:

btw, BONG writes great poems. visit his blog someday. (:

to-do list.
1) FINISH SOME CRAP PAPERS. a.k.a homework. -.-
2) 2 blogskins. ( one for me =P and another for biggy )

just 2 stuff on my to-do list. homework is such a spoiler. like hello ! go screw urself. haha. =P

lucified;
11:29 PM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

finally ! i'm homeee !! (: after 5 days 4 nights in KL, i really missed home. but as i'm typing this, i really wish i was in kl now. really enjoyed the times i've had (:

the result

we've attained 2 silver Cs. yes. everyone was disappointed. but like what ms ong said, this is international standard. so i believe there is always room for improvement and we'll make it ! we definately will ! our goal , 2007 syf gold ! (: and to those who wanna laugh at us, laugh cause we don't care.

a great learning experience

we've learnt a lot during this trip. especially from the estonian tv children's choir. the PRO KIAS. T.T 94++ points. coolness (: they were really good i must say. the way they cut off the words/notes so together and their DYNAMICS ! tkss sang this very addictive song. i think i'm addicted to it too marianne ! xD there was this song that many choirs sang. marepodong padi or something. and the tune was so catchy that the haisingers started singing in as well. -.- irritating can ! lol. and i hope ms ong doesn't make us sing it. T.T

events !

1)steph's bdae surprise ! (: the TAPOK -ing and the cakey ! (: hope steph enjoyed it ! well u had BETTER did. >.<>.<>bonding

i really enjoyed the time i've spent with the juniors. especially people like claudia, pris, wanling, joelin, samantha, melissa, regina, jomaine, regina and geraldine. enjoyed being with the 1e2 peeps LOADS ! especially claudia and pris. and of course i enjoyed marianne's company too (: remember?! HIGH 5 HIGH 10 HIGH 5 HIGH 10 ! xD and wo bu thong ! xD and claudia's TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT ! and the famous chicken little dance by pris and claudia. xD juniors rock la (:

reflection

i wasn't alone all this time. thanks to 2 certain people for their advice. thanks biggy ! hope we won't shu yuan like tigger and snoopy? x) NYJC took 5 years. we are in the third year. 2007 is the fifth year. GOLD ! (:

lucified;
2:21 PM

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Rules of the game:1. post 5 weird/random things about yourself.2. at the end of the quiz, list the names of the 5 people whom you want next to do this and leavea comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to yours.

5 weird/random things about myself:

1. i'm bitchy. xD

2. i'm paranoid. xD

3. i love God<3

4. i love 2e3'05 (:

5. i think too much. >.<

i was tagged 4 times. daryl, yap, shermine and wanling. so i'm supposed to pick wat? 20 ppl? xD forget it. hahas. stop the chain. x)) last post before i get to sleep and bus off tomorrow(: my fone has roaming so feel free to sms me. kinda nervous bout the whole thing. esp with anglican and tanjong katong performing. >.< okae. shall stop here. will be a longggg post when i come back(:

lucified;
9:50 PM

in about 13 hrs time, i'll be in sch waiting for the bus to malaysia. amazingly how fast time flies. saturday's the competition. nervous? guess everyone is. >.< worse thing that can happen now is u lose ur voice. no wait. okae. i shall not say bad things in case they happen. xD my dad's car was banged and he says he can't go to work. -.- excuses ! lol. at least i have transport tmr. >.< i'm gonna pack, then play maple or something. hahah. gonna miss my computer, dear, darling, niece and pepper ! >.<

lucified;
3:51 PM

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

its weird to suddenly break down in choir. but at least it shows who truely cares and who are the hypocritical ones.

lucified;
11:43 PM

gosh. have not blogged for soooo longgggg. >.< i suddenly miss mrs lisa teng loads. T.T

choir practices have been great. at least i didn't fall asleep. xD so uh. yupps. practice in an hour's time. T.T o2 more days. jia you choir ! wonder how the band in doing...

i better get ready for choir now. shall blog ltr(:

lucified;
8:00 AM

Thursday, December 01, 2005

yes ! finally someone agreed to watch chicken little with me ! ((:

practice is getting fun ! love it load when ms ong is around ! =D 8 more days ! it'll be great((: and to jie jie. cheer ups(: we wont blame you((:

realised that some people have the same views as me about certain stuff/people. ahh. conincidence? nah. its reality. snap back to reality people.

its all over between them. so long. farewell. get urself new partners. [ dang. wat crap. lol ]

oh and thanks kenneth(: dun mian qiang. jus quit haireading if u dun wanna do it anymore yea(: i can handle la. hahas. at the most maple dui wo hao yi dian. dun ks me ! hahah ! ((x

doing humanities project tmr. maybe gonna dota. where's pepper la !! supposed to teach me lo. T.T

lucified;
10:25 PM

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

read this post carefully. yes i will offend loads of people so this is not for the faint hearted. xD

why do i feel so depressed? i feel like i'm at the lowest point in my life. being an only child, i've always wanted someone to accompany me. sec 1. i sought refuge in choir. and i thought i still could until when life took a turn in sec 2. i became closer to the people in my class. and more recently, even that took place in choir have simply pulled my self esteem down. do i really have to go around 'begging' people just to even have a simple meal with me? while others already have their designated groups. i really think that if i hadn't knew Christ i would have took out a penknife and cut myself. i feel backstabbed. i find that i can't really trust the people that i had trusted before. i feel so left out. why? i'm not in chamber . i'm dont sing as well as you guys. discrimination? i wonder. who has changed? you, me or everything? or like what marianne said to me the other time, paranoid? i have no idea. i guess its all the work of the devil.

to all who want to scold me. go on. you might just wake me up which is a good thing. i really dread 2006. haireading choir psl schoolwork. just haireading alone is able to kill me. >.<

lucified;
11:50 PM

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

with these broken wings i'm fallin'

choir practice was great todae(: though people are like falling sick. well those who are sick or ARE falling sick, get well soon(: come to think of it. 10 more days and we're off to KL. just found out that i might just meet my primary school. -.- and then. we'll win ! (yes daryl. confidence. lol.) den we slack after that cause there's no more practice. then school starts with all of us in a new class. new classmates and the next BIG thing is SYF 2007((: woah. i tink tooo much. hahahhah.

nickelback's cd rocks can(: its so nice ! and yes ! cleared my com of some stuff. now there's 2.7GB. should be enough for sims 2 ((:

i know i'll never be part of the group. everything has changed. you, me, everyone.

lucified;
10:43 PM